Zooey Deschanel Please Love Me - Jose
I just sent this to Zooey Deschanel on Facebook
I love you very much, but that’s beyond the point. One of my favorite movies is The Go-Getter. You’re beautiful in it by the way, but I just like that it’s about a boy who kinda just goes out and tries to find himself. Today a watched hitchhikers guide to the galaxy. I’ve already read the book and it’s one of my favorite books (JOSE’S TOP 5 BOOKS: 1. THE ULTIMATE HITCHHIKERS GUIDE TO THE GALAXY 2. CATCHER IN THE RYE 3. SIDHARTHA 4.DHARMA BUMS 5. HUCK FIN… see a pattern???) and I guess because of those two movies I fell under the impression that you would understand and maybe even appreciate me.
I am a Junior in high school, but I’ve got enough credits to graduate early. I was going to stay here my senior year but since the sixth grade I’ve felt that nothing would make me more miserable than to be a normal member of society. It’s like Charles Bukowski wrote in his novel Ham on Rye: “Is the only purpose of a man to endure these things than die?”
I don’t know whether it is or not, but recently my debate coach told me that only I know what makes me happy, so I talked to my parents and when I get back from nationals for duet acting I’m moving to France with my cousin, than to Sweden with some uncles, and after one year around europe I’m gonna come back to the USA and live on a commune or something.
Currently I am a struggling teenage writer. I thought I wanted to make something of myself, but I really just want to find out who this “myself” person is, anyways. I finished my first book and I’ve been editing it forever; I just kinda wanna give up on it and start a new one because I feel like I wrote the book during a time in my life when I didn’t really know who I was and it’s not “my” book anymore. It’s still good and all, just not mine.
Anyways, I just wanted to et you know because I felt like maybe you’d understand. I haven’t told any of my friends yet, but they’ll figure it out when I don’t come back for my senior year.
Thanks for reading, if you did. If you didn’t I hope you enjoy deleting it as much as I enjoy your movies.